FA Cup Arsenal v Leeds (1-1)

yeay! wlupon kita x menang at least kita draw kan..dpt gak 1 point. teehehe..tp Leeds punya defends memg okaay la. bola dah depan pintu goal pon dorg leh tendang keluar lagi..agak geram lah ngan bendtner..byk shots spatutnya leh msk goal tp asyik sipi2x jah...paling memarahkan aku adalah time minit 90++ dah ade shot tp miss! gerammmm! if EPL cam dah susah nk kejar, at least FA Cup secure in hand.. tp mcm susah jah...we are craving for silverware.please la...! main btol2x..nie x, first half still leh main2x n not serious..second half baru nak buck up..mane leh jalan bro!

arsenal nie nak kena ajar sikit barulah semangat main..! nsb ada captain .thanx for the penalty. n thanx to walcott menjatuhkan dirinya untuk dptkan penalty...tu dia...penalty balas penalty..hehehe!

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                                           Thanx again captain!


owh ya. lagi satu before i leave, aku rasa ada org terasa ngan aku la.. well to that person, watever u feel is ur own business. i have nothing to do with it. memg aku susah sikit nak tegor org. terus terang laa... aku hanya akan tegor org or stat msg org if i need something from that person.

laaa, jgn tunjuk baik la, everybody is like that. just some of them wont admit it. nowadays semua org selfish what. so even if ur upset or annoyed, deal with it! i have no time to ask u politely wats ur problem n watsoever. owh, tp igt one thing, bukan aku x layan ko sbb ko pompuan, lelaki pon aku jarang nk msg kecuali aku mtk tolong or aku need info. not more. so chill lah. aku bukan pompuan yg gatal nk msg2x ngan lelaki jah.. haha.aku memg malas nk tegor org if i require nothing from them.

lagi satu. AKU MEMG BUKAN JENIS ORG YANG AKAN START MSG. so jgn harap aku akan msg ko firstlah. n yes! aku xkan pujuk u too! if ur cool down, feel free to text me. until then, i wont bother. :P


Regards,
Myself

The End

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABARAKATUH.......

Hye readers! waddup???Im feeling good today...finally..i hope youre fine as well..

I have completed my 5 years and a half study..phewww~~ quite penat jgaklah kan..during that 5 years, many things happen, pleasant or unpleasant but i manage to get thru it. tp cabaran paling brutal kebanyakan berlaku kt matriculation centre kt petaling jaya..

all my life, i will remember that moment, the people involve, the surrounding circumstances, the sorrow, the happiness and the shit that i'd swallowed. among all the lesson that ive learned, there's one story i would like to share. and it happened 5 years ago, in matriculation centre..............

First Day 2005:
 Me and abah arrive k.l and go straight to petaling jaya sbb nak register. Then, i get my room at Mahallah Khadijah 315 dan kenal la dengan seorang budak sabah. Namanya Nurhafizah saidin. Then, kenal lagi dua orang with the name of Nur Hannah Izana and Ainul Mardhiyyah. We get along quite okay and i left Matric at about noon to my abah's hotel. rilek kejap then patah balik Matric. Time abah nak balik, serious sedih gila, takut and mcm2x bcos i know im alone there, no family, no friend, no one to help me or to console me. 

 That is the first time  i was left alone on my own and i have no idea what to do, but i keep it cool because i dont want abah to see or to know that his daughter sbenarnya takut ditinggal sorang. i biasalah, ego punya pasal so aku ckp ngan abah..."its okay lah, balik terus hotel cepat sikit, i need to unpack and do other stuff, so cannot do a thing if you still here" (translate from bhs sarawak)....den abah reply "sure? no scared one ka? okay aaahhh...abah balik aaa...jaga diri lynn"...dengan muka yang sombong dan berlagak berani aku menjawab.."okay" and bye bye him... den aku naik room and unpack dengan mata yang berair. how can i live alone here? what do i do during weekends? roomates gone back and im left alone?..dengan tangan yang terketar2x aku capai sejadah and telekung, ambik wudhuk and prepare to solat. Take note that its my first time solat! im not ashamed to admit that im quite jahil at that time. after solat (i think its asar kot), i started crying and pray to Allah. My prayer is quite specific though. Its sound a little like this.....

"Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan, kuatkanlah semangat aku.aku mohon, temukanlah aku dengan seorang kawan yang memahami hati aku, ketakutan aku. orang yang berasal dari tempat aku.orang yang sedang bersedih seperti aku. dan orang yang sama course dengan aku"

memanglah doa aku sounds straight forward kan? and agak lucu la. but at that moment, i never thought of it as funny. i thought of it as something i desperately need and deep inside i know my prayer will not be entertain. yalah, dahla first time solat, entah betol kah x kan...so aku pasrah jah...i did follow the program, me and my rommates. but we're not close with each other. mungkin semua tengah layan perasaan kan (except mardiah, cik maya nie brutal, dia x sedih sebab dah pernah duduk asrama katanya...hehe)

Third Day (or after a week):
after many night in a row full of tears, its the time of our Arabic placement test. and im sure as hell scared to death though. i dont know even a word in arabic. but of cos i put up a confident and proud face when i entered the exam hall. it was as if arabic is at my finger tips, and i seated at my place next to a girl who looked confused. but of cos i ignored her, and do my own thing (layan perasaan sedih). suddenly, just 5 minutes before the exam start, she talked to me. she said:

"awak ada basic Arrab?" (dengan slank sarawak yang sgt obvious)..i rolled my eyes and look at her. she's chinese look though and i know from my heart that she's the person ive been waiting for. without answering her question i asked her back:


"awak asal mana?" she answered, "Miri."..BINGO!! im right.she's the one and i smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!


"kamek pon orang sarawak. kamek kuching. nama lynn.kitak?" she said "kmk fizah"...


after the exam, she invited me to her room and i stayed there lepak and i noticed that she's sad and not happy. then i express my feeling to her hoping that she wouldnt think of me as a lesbian or pervert or someone crazy. and she didnt. she said i totally understand what u feel and i feel the same too. she miss her family so much. we exchange number and never met until the orientation week finished. but in between, we exchange messages, news and etc. she stayed at mahllah aisyah though so its quite far lah nak berjalan pegi her room kan.

our relationship blossom and strengthen each day. we became so close and i even slept at her untie's place during weekends. i love her little cousin and her family, they're nice people and polite some more. 

2006:
one day, i think its few days before ramadhan, we sat on a bench at mahallah khadijah eating chocolate she bought at mid valley. nyaman gler coklat tu and sgt mahal!!! so, we both share2x lah and i bli air and aiskrim if im not mistaken. then ramadhan menjelma. i send her kad raya and coklat by hand kat room dia mahallah aisyah.jauh woo nak jalan..penat, tp sbb kawan punya pasal, snggup hanta kad jauh2x n singgah kat mart khadijah beli her favourite coklat (she loves coklat so much). the next few days, she send me her kad raya pulak..hehe..so sweet kan.. and just a few weeks before raya, mcm terlintas di fikiran, that i wanna tell her that she's the answer to my pray and that i appreciate her so much. but i just keep it secret, i dont wanna let her know (actually malu jgk la nk mngaku kan..plus ego)..and we never met for two weeks, just texting each other. entahla, i have a feeling that im starting to keep a distance from her, refuse to spend time with her and did some terrible awful thing to her. i dont know y i did that.


few weeks before raya i think (im not sure), she pass away. i didnt have a chance to tell her that i appreciate and love her as the world bestest friend ever! and thats my regret! she didnt have the chance to know that she's the answer to my prayer!. i didnt have the chance to apologize for wat i did!..


2010:
ive finished my 5 years and a half studying in IIUM. and each semester that i changes room and unpack, i never forget to read the card she send me. i never fail to read it over and over again. and today, as i finally graduated (hopefully, subject to exams result) i hope that she's here with me, celebrating the joyous moment of my life. though she's not here physically, i know she'll be happy to celebrate the moment together if whe were. and thats the most terrible heartache ive ever felt before!


P/S: Never afraid to express your feeling to the people you love, appreciate and whatever. Put aside your ego. Its never too late until its too late. Its the lesson i've learn. How i wish i could turn back time and fix the thing that i have ruin. 


With love~~


Al Fatihah.

One Little Scary Story~~~Versi Ngada2x sikit

hye...Lynn's back.  Apa Khabar? How's life? Kumusta? Hope all readers are doing fine lah kan...

Nak cerita sikit.. Today tarikhnya 2 Nov which is the day law students are having their second finale exam, Professional Practise II at 2.30 pm. Okay, nak djadikan cerita the day before today (1 Nov laa) my sister told me one story she experienced before. quite a scary one. About this mystical thing going around us. So, it kinda stick to my mind la. she told me her version of encounter and i told her my version of encounter.

Then we continue having the day of our lives as siblings. (maksudnya continue huhahuha like always la kan)

8.00Pm 1 Nov : I was so sleepy but yet i manage to keep awake and studied all the lecture notes, articles and cases tillthe clock hit 12 am. I could not fight the urge of feeling so sleepy and i decided to go to bed at 1 AM.

2 AM: I suddenly woke up. Something shook my body. It was done very lightly but i can feel it. I felt the adrenaline rush all over my body and i got up from my bed then aku switch on the light lah. Ingatkan apa. Then nothing happen aku try to sleep back and this time around it doesnt shook my whole body. but i think it pull my right leg slowly. I i woke up again and decided not to sleep till subuh prayer.

6.40 AM: I manage to sleep dengan sedihnya knowing that i had kunci my alarm jam at 8 AM. What the heck tido pukul 6.40 bangun pukul 8 am. Bagus x payah tido. Lalu, dengan seselambanya, aku melajakkan tido sampai lah pukul 12 tengahari.

12 PM: Aku bangun tido, mandi, makan, dan tanpa study apa, i went to the exam hall with my heads held high fighting the temptation to sleep again.

8PM 2 NOV: Aku tulis blog ini.

Harapan/Hope: Ya Allah, lindungilah hambamu dari sebarang kacau ganggu baik dari manusia atau dari makhluk halus. Permudahkanlah aku untuk tidur dengan aman. Amin.....
Di bawah adalah gambar bukti dimana aku study like so effing hard.

P/s: i dont know the motive of this writing. whether it suppose to be scary, serious, funny or whatever. All i know is i want to sleep just like a baby. Utilising all the available time to rest my mind and body. Having a remarkably wonderful quality sleep. Just let me. Please.

Terima Kasih.Lots of Love. Lynn Buenavista

Way off a bit. Can i?

sebagai seorang manusia, ko jangan rasa terer sgt bleh x? nobody's perfect eventhough u claim urself a perfectionist. know y? coz ur human. n nobody's totally imperfect just bcos they dun achieve what u achieve. sometimes, they got things right..know y? bcos they're human too. see my point?

kita selalu jumpa org yang ego, sombong, perasan  perfectionist.. sgt ramai yang berperangai sebegitu... jadi, jgn rasa diri anda lain dari yang lain jika anda tergolong dalam golongan itu. sebab, sgt ramai yang berperangai sebegitu including me. so, jangan perasan (quoting from my lecturer favourite words). wanna know what kind of person that's rare to find? org yang blh dgr pndpt org lain, org yg down to earth, x meninggi diri and not self-centered.

after writing this, im gonna look in the mirror and see wat kind of person i am. n try to change that. i listen to criticism so i can improve. i dont expect u to do the same becos its none of my business.and one most important thing i would LOVE to highlight, i dont live by praising, impressing others so that i can have loads of friends.i dont even care. if i do care, then ill b out there making friends, smile to everybody, talk as much as i cud. but i didnt right? bcos i know,  friends are people that can respect u for who u are, not the one who stays besides you so they can have fun and make full use of u.



P/S: I love football,i love my family, i love my friend, and i definitely love u if ur not the one i mention above.

UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE ; Arsenal v Shakhtar Donetsk

ahaa....the match was awesome. gunners played like a man. except for last minute foul by wilshere. he is lucky he didnt get any red card for that.so the result is arsenal 5-1 shakhtar. congrats to my gunners la haa...

i have assignment so i cant say much. so, tats the update for today..chioww

(for real???is tat wat blogs is all about??just 3 sentences?)------>Lynn
(yeay!!ist for real babe...i ve no time..loads of asssgnment on their way)---->Lynn 2

Acknowledgement.

I am a female and i dont play football. I wish i cud play but i cant bcos i dont know how to. ok. leave it that way.
the things that i wanna share with u guys is my obsession towards football. i love it bcos i cant play it. so i enjoy watching people play!

the problems are sumtimes, people do not accept the way i feel about my obsession. let me tell u, has it ever occur to u that ur in love so damn much with ur bf/gf tat u cudnt wait to see them? tat u cudnt resist even to watch them from distance? well, its the same thing for me. the difference is in the subject matter of the obsession. u love ur gf/bf and i love football.

and so ive explained so much bout it. i hope when u go out n bump into me at 'kedai mamak' watching football, PLEASE do not say im crazy or some sort of ....'eish, pompuan tgk bola!!!'...bcos the moment i heard u say those words is the moment i told myself that ...'kampungnya la ko ni'.....

moral of the story, everybody have their own interest, hobby, obsession n etc. do not under estimate other people's thingy just bcos it doesnt apply to u..okay...??

so, from now on, the purpose of this blog is to update my review in all upcoming matches for EPL, La Liga, UEFA Champions League, EURO 2012 and all football matches that i watch. doesnt matter whether my review is like shit or wat, its my blog, so if u cant accept it, go fuck urself..

                                                       ~~the end of acknowledgement~~